anyway that wasn't suppose to get all angsty, just thoughtful.
i've been watching the l word, does that mean i'm finally becoming a legitimate lesbian??
finals are coming up, and i'm feeling somewhat overwhemled, but not really.
i'm just looking forward to alot of things coming up soon.
-the spill canvas concert
i've been fantasizing about boston, just to get away, not that i feel like i need to getaway, but just being away. across the country in a city i love. with people that barley know me, i really feel like i am stepping out of myself. like i'm taking a risk, and i'm not a risk taker. i have an aversion to change. but this just seems exciting.
anyway i feel restless, and anxious, and probably a few other things, that i can't describe right and probably never could, because i don't know how. but in a badish-good/great way.